A New Love

I was going to make a new blog post yesterday but I was out of time so here I am today, making a new blog post ^^ I told myself that I’d try to make this one short, just in case it’s too much reading for some people *coughcough* So, let’s begin from the very beginning of Wednesday, shall we? My one and only lecture for that day was incredibly boring…as does all lectures regarding linguistics have become. >.<>.< So after that brutal thing, I met him at our big campus and started to plan what we were going to do. It was odd because we spent about 15min in front of the campus, not sure of where we would go.

We thought it would be best to go do something interesting before we had lunch so we decided on wandering at a mall XD He knew how much I like shopping (or at least I think he knew…he might just have guessed) and so he took me to three different malls (he drives so everything is much easier). We went shopping but pretty much window-shopped except I couldn’t help myself by buying something for kitsune-sama. Well, you can’t really blame me since I’m not the type to like to waste time shopping and then end up not buying anything. I find that incredibly pointless, ne? So we went for a couple of hours, I ended buying the essentials that I had wanted to buy (I paid for everything since I’m not the kind of person to like to ask other people to pay for me) And then we sat down at some restaurant to eat lunch where we go to know a bit more about each other.

I think it was at that time that I knew pretty much all that I know about him now XD He is Korean, full-Korean, but he knows how to speak many languages (that’s always good since I know how to speak lots of different languages too), he has one younger sister (kawaii onee-chan! He showed me a picture of her and she is really really cute) He told me that his parents are really easy going so if I ever meet them, I shouldn’t be scared. (Indeed, I am always scared of meeting parents since they have a tendency of disliking me upon first impression). He told me a lot about his school life, where he went to high school and such. He also told me about his ex-gf which then I felt obligated to tell him about the ones which needed to be mentioned…

And then…he asked me that one question!!! The one question that I was dying to ask but he beat me to it!!!! *blushes* Even thinking about it makes me kind of embarrassed. He asked whether I wanted to be his gf, whether I was willing to try out a relationship since he knew how much I had been hurt before. I thought about it for a moment, knowing that in my head I wanted to say yes right away…there was that moment of hesitation, that moment where I could think logically and ask myself whether I should really go on with someone who I had only met for two hours and eight minutes? But I knew that even if I asked myself that question, I’d still say yes. And so I consented. He told me that he would not be like my ex’s…that he’d treat me like a goddess, like a hime. But that was where I told me not to. My status as his girlfriend should not mean that he should treat me any differently, which he agreed

And so I’ve found new love, one who admires even my vocals (I do sing very badly by the way, in case you’ve never heard me sing) We went to karaoke afterwards and spent at least four hours there if not five. I found out that he was a really good singer and that look of his face when he sang made me melt *blushes* I’m so happy to have found him, really happy to know that there’s someone out there that will really love me the way I love him. I tell myself now, and I vow to myself that I will be less clingy to him, to respect his personal space and not invade upon it. I will try to maintain whatever minimal self-control I have within me to ensure that our relationship can last to it’s fullest!